Thursday, December 26, 2013

Frozen

So ive now seen the movie "Frozen" twice and golly. I feel like the two main girls are sides of the same coin. Like the battle I have within myself wondering if I could ever be accepted but not wanting to show that it bothers me that I'm not seen at all. So I keep myself locked away yet I want to be out socializing. Ugh Disney why? You are making me crazy, in a good way of sorts. Yet again over thinking the simple. It is a curse.

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Single

So yet again im single and it isnt fantastic. The only person I can seek comfort from is Blu. She is someone I hope to keep around no matter what. :) no boys to mess with our hearts just each other. Maybe loneliness isnt all that bad?

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Blank

I really dont know what im doing anymore. I feel like I keep running head first into a brick wall and instead of stopping I keep doing it over and over. Im terrified to see what the future is going to do to me. I feel like going to get chewed up and spit out yet again. Time will only tell I suppose.
SinsCatastrophe

Monday, October 21, 2013

Job Search

So now I'm unemployed and I'm super broke. My job laid me off for no good reason because they are the devil in business form. I'm trying to find a job now and all I can do is hope that someone wants to hire me in this crappy economy. Cross your fingers that I find a good job that I can keep. Keeping my head up.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

BOING

HI I've finally bounced back. But not for very long this time. I'm just sleepy and wanted to let whoever still checks this to know I'm alive.
I just got a new job at the local wally world. Along with half of this side of town but hey I'm going to be making twice as much than my last job! I've got to be up at 7 am so I'll be heading to bed.
Good Night
Ciao

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Pokemon role play

So as the title suggests a group of us have started a Pokemon role play its really a lot of fun and last night we just defeated out first gym leader Rockie the rock Pokemon gym leader. He "rocked".
My character is Terra a Pokemon breeder-to-be. She's a tiny girl of about 8 years old. She already had 8 eevees to begin with but also chose an other eevee to be her starter! She's in love with all things cute! But on the off chance of fishing (with a horrible throw of the line) she went into battle with a magicarp. This one was different. After catching it she realized it was actually a Messiah-carp! At a critical catch rate and the most useful magicarp ever it also knew watergun!
Her companion is a young boy with an early puberty start! Alvin the aerial ace! All he wants to do is fly around the region with his Pokemon. His first Pokemon was a scyther. His second was a psyduck.... neither (though they both have wings) can fly. He's made one exception to the fact that he wants a non flying arcanine!
Its awesome I can't wait to see what's in store next Wednesday!
I gotta catch them all! As long as they're cute!!!!!
Terra <3

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Mass effect

I've decided to start up mass effect again and this time using a male. I'm super excited because this will let me remember the controls when going back to mass effect 2 :D

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Ahhhh

All in a days work (it was just a head and even then it didn't have the ear filled in). I'm happy gonna go to bed and start it back up tomorrow. Ill also post individual pics of all the eeveelutions!

Project

I just wanted to show everyone the progress I've made on the project I've given myself! Hope to get this done soon. I'm on Jolteon at the moment and he's steadily becoming his full self!

Monday, February 18, 2013

Awake?!

I don't understand why but I'm still awake. Lately I've just been having problems staying asleep, but oh well I'm sure I'll get over it soon. I have school at noon today til 6. Ugh. But I'll be bringing my eevee cross-stich to entertain me during the lectures, of course i'll be paying attention to that too, I can do cross-stiching pretty much thoughtlessly unless i get a knot in the string or i mess up from the pattern to the aida (canvas used to do these things) I'm currently on the 3rd to last eevee evolution I have done eevee, flareon, vaporeon, leafeon, and espeon. I'm currently in the process of doing jolteon. the other two are my top favorites :) umbreon and glaceon. aaanyway. I'm also probably going to have to add the new eevee evolution to it as well. It's rather pretty i really wonder what they are going to name it (transform the name to be ____eon) or if they are going to even stick with that theme. who knows. But in other news
Theres a freakin annoying dog that my neighbors own. It barks constantly and it's really annoying when you are trying to sleep/sleep in on a day you have off of work. And it's not like the dog barks and then stops like normal dogs... NO, it freaking barks for an hour straight (it's done it at 2 in the morning before!!!!!) I really want to secretly send them papers telling them how to control (or train) their dog about barking..... It's getting on my nerves hearing it bark every single day for no reason for hours upon hours ><
My dog goes outside, it barks. A train blows it's whistle, it barks. A car drives by, it barks. I talk to someone outside, it barks. I make dinner, it magically hears it, and it barks. I mean this dog barks at everything. I'm pretty sure it tried barking at the wind today (because it's been strong/loud). I've resorted to earplugs at night
And in turn that's made me realize i have a really weird heartbeat..... When I swallow, normally you sickos, my heart beats 4 times really fast then goes back to normal.... What?! I tested it out with my bf and his doesn't do that, so i'm really wondering who's else does it, or if I'm just weird.
Well i think I'm getting off topic really bad and starting to ramble like an old lady so I'll stop here.
Goodbye and Goodnight my darlings,
SinsCatastrophe

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Too Long

Well it's been too long, partly because I'm afraid of getting hacked again. ~sigh~ Hopefully they'll leave me alone or I'll have to report them to the police department and I'd just rather they leave me alone. Heck if they do it again I'll get a restraining order. Oh well, anyways.
I've been playing a Lord of the Rings online and it's been interesting. I've been named the VP of the kinship I'm in which puts pressure on me to level up quickly which is hard between lvl's 30-40 so i hear. I'm only a lvl 30 as it is and our leader is a lvl 62. So I hope that i don't make our kinnies upset that I'm still a low level! I'm trying T_T. Oh I'm on the Darrowdelf server! Always lol. I also have 3 characters. My main however is a Minstrul aka a Mini :) I want to be a healer, but I somehow always end up being on the offensive ^_^' oh well.
I've also been trying to play Skyrim but that's just not going well (haha) It's really cold in my basement and that's where my xbox is O.o.
Lately I've gotten back into Minecraft. It's been rediculous haha I apparently have a mine all the way around my house and I just discovered this (trying to build my bedroom) so I'm going to dig into the wall of my mine and make my bedroom detached from the rest of the house :)
Not much else to talk about. Today is the super bowl but I'm not going to watch half of it. I have better things to do, like slaying bears and gaining xp and growing lvls for my kin or building my bedroom finally XD.
That is all!
SinsCatastrophe