My depression has made itself known again. It's weird, like fire licking at my insides. It caresses my body into numbness and ultimately sadness. I don't want to feel like this, especially with a child and not being able to turn everything away when i need a few days to even out. It's so inconvenient, this madness.
I feel like I'm missing out on being young and dumb, I feel like I've always missed out on it. So when people go out on Friday or Saturday nights I'm rather envious. It's mainly a desire to not have so many responsibilities, but what can I do?
In conclusion, if you want to be bored, here I am. I'll hold you back and make you leave before you're ready..... Eventually, I will make you wonder why you liked me in the first place.
