All of time

I'm going to love you for all of time. My heart has never faltered since falling in love with you. You will never have to wonder if you are loved because I love you so much it hurts and aches. I still cry because I love you so much. I fell in love with all of you and each day it still grows, I don't think it will ever stop. How I wish you weren't as far away as the night's sky. No one will ever love you as much as I do. My head is filled with you, as is my heart.These are feelings I will never, ever be able to cast away.
Darling, I love you... always.

Song

I have a song stuck in my head :) it's so pretty

Let Me Be Your Wings

Let me be your wings
Let me be your only love
Let me take you far beyond the stars

Let me be your wings
Let me lift you high above
Everything we're dreaming of will soon be ours.

Anything that you desire,
anything at all.
Everyday I'll take you higher
and I'll never let you fall.

Let me be your wings
Leave behind the world you know
for another world of wonderous things.
We'll see the universe and dance on Saturns's rings.
Fly with me and I will be your wings.

Anything that you desire,
anything at all.
Everyday I'll take you higher
and I'll never let you fall.

Let me be your wings
(You will be my only love)
Get ready for a world of wonderous things
(Wonderous things are sure to happen)
We'll see… 

Spring Break

Starting either tomorrow night or Saturday early in the morning I will be on spring break!!!! I will be going to florida to see my mom and possibly going to disney world for my birthday! Im sooooo excited! Im sure a lot of the trip will be down time but I hope to post a lot of pictures to my Instagram: cupcakeredvelvet. Hoping to steal some hearts while I'm down there ;)
Sin

I lied

I'm sorry, I lied to you. I can't keep my emotions separated from my physical activities, and for that I'm sorry. I'm no different from any other woman that you've probably been with. I have idiotic thoughts that wonder things about you that you probably don't even think about. I'm wondering if I should end it here and just go on, by myself. If I didn't like you, even a little bit, I wouldn't have put myself into this situation. Parts of me wished that I would have let things be. So now I will refuse to kiss you, though I think about doing so often. I will refuse to touch you in passing because my touch is nothing special and my emotions are way too fragile to continue with fake affection. I don't want to be thrown away... so I will throw you away first. I don't know how many times I can stand to hear you call me baby before I just say "but I'm not your baby. I never have been."
As soon as I'm gone you'll have my replacement ready anyway. I can't do temporary, though I thought I could. So for that I'm sorry, even though you won't care either way and I overthink everything.
Soon, I need to throw you out of my personal life and put you back into the place of indifference inside my head. One or two more times... and then secretly I will be saying goodbye, comrade.

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Prince's only live in fairytales, and I'm no princess. So tell me why I dream so vividly about things that will never happen?
Sin