Do you ever have nights where your whole body aches? Not because of physical means like working out, but emotionally... the whole body pulses with a dull pain? Nights where you can't sleep and think about all the bad things? Have tears that just fall and you don't even care to wipe them away? I do. I ache. I lay here and I cry without much reason.
I wish that I didn't feel. That it was something you could just turn off. Everything feels heavy, especially my heart. I'm so tired yet I cannot rest. Darkness swells like a knawing cancer, it's constantly eating me inside. No one can see the damage so no one suspects there's anything wrong. Good, let the masses be blissful in their own worlds. I would wish this kind of torture on no one.
Heart how much more pain do you need to give up? How much more can I take?
I'm ready to stop. Take it away.
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