Dependent

I'm way too dependent on men. That's my problem and that's why I let myself get hurt so easy. I need to learn to separate myseld from my desires. Make the numbness come back. Depend on myself... never let myself believe that I can change someone's mind into seeing me as a person rather than an object.
I'm tired. I'm sad. Take away these meaningless feelings. Replace them with indifference. I don't want to need anyone.