My thoughts just wont stop racing. So i do the only thing I know how to, to keep my mind temporarily at bay. It always works but at the same time it makes ny internal wounds that much deeper. Every time I give in I'm that much farther from something real and a part of me really doesn't care. But the other part cries for me to stop and heal. But i won't. I won't heal myself. I always make it worse but if theres that slight time that I forget, I will keep doing it. Probably more often than I should. It's going to turn into addiction, something to help me forget my issues and pain. It's not a drug or alcohol or anything that'll physically hurt me. No, I have to keep destroying my emotional side til there's nothing left.
Make me forget I feel. Keep piling on the pain. It will work. I will forget.
Saturday, January 31, 2015
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I do enjoy reading your posts. You put so much thought into your writing.
ReplyDeleteIt also is very colorful in word choices which helps me paint what you feel.
Don't stop writing.
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Thank you. I really appreciate that a lot. :)
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